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Friday, November 19, 2010

hurmm..npe...???

hurm da lame da kot aku nk kn kebahagian dlm idop ni..tp blm jmpe lagi..
aku ada la knl ngan sorg mamat ni...
aku da kenal ngan dy da 2 tahun kot..
tp dlu time aku mtk declare xnk....stilll kiteorg nk kenal each other..
but now..more den two years da kiteorg knl..kiteorg penah jmpe sekali je..tu pn kat kedai mamak time tuh nk tgu membe aku kelas...huhu..sedar xsedar da 2 tahun da kot..
huhu...cpt btol masa berlalu..hurmm dy da bpe..aku egt dy xserius dllm relation kiteorg..but on 14.11.2010 dy bg tau aku yg dy syg kt aku..dy mle2 tnye aku ni aku da ada bf ke belum...aku time tuh aku da ada cpl da kot..but im not realy love him..but after dat i told him that i already couple with someone elsa..he told me that "jgn tipu diri u" so i be honest with him..i tell the truth..
after that he told me that i ni ske menkn perassan org..
dr dlu i mtk dy declare ngn dy xnk..now dy nk ckp i ni menkn perasaan dy..
he told me dat one gul want declare with him..but dy tolak because he tink of me..abou his promise to me...
yeah im a uselesss gul because try tok man kan perasaan dy..
i realize dat..but aku tgk dy dari awl2 knl ngan aku dy cam men2 je..
cam ne kn..i ckp kat dy "u n ke kawn ngn org cam i..ske men kn perasaan or.." i admit dat i rally love HIM.." i penah impikan tok idop ngna dy..but he always told me "kalo ada jodoh xkemana" what he trying to saying like that cam nk xnk je..
i caye kat takdir..
afta dy ckp bende tu i ckp pe yg dy penah ckp..
k fine..
afta dat dy ckp i da ada jodoh i sendiri..
pe la...
i ckp kat dy i ske dat gul but now relation kiteorg da renggang because of..ada la something dat i can tell you all...
but i really love himmm......
ntah la..
mcm2 la...
now..
i fell angry with him...he make me feel like..erggghhhh....
geram!!!

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